My Quest For Questioning You

My quest for questioning you,

Only to find answers to my understandings about u,

Whenever I ponder over you & your existence,

It’s just a pitch dark or a maze of gaze...

As bright as sun

Or as dark as the pangs of lust...

In short nothing but a blur secret it has been left on the world to decide,

They seek existence for what is black is black

& white as white. Such are those fools!!!

Only to realize the real mystery is in the grey,

Coz life has its own shades and its ways...

Why don’t others accept?

  For what I seek,

Neither them, nor can I see,

What I see is a dark room,

With u and him,

Questions asked

  Answers given

        Hence proved..!!!

But there’s no how n why??

Coz it’s beyond mine or anyone’s reach

But they say practice what u preach...

Okay! So you want proof n evidence for every single existence?

I can say that not every sight is captured same way by the same lens

When I began searching for u,

With a matchstick

Which is already bleak n weak..?

I went round and round, left and right,

Spared not a single side!!!

Already knowing deep within that I would never find...

Coz I look for u at an iota of inch; one at a time,

Than who has ever seen the speed of the light???

With one matchstick I can’t deny that I dint search the room...

But only if it was a larger light,

I could have definitely seen something more of u...

If I get this,

I wish for others too….

For beauty lies in the eyes of the spectator,

Similarly an open mind is a must key for new invention…

Dev-
12-feb-14

Android vs IOS

“As you sow shall you reap” this adage holds very true for the hot button issue regarding the booming advent of newer technologies.

With such vicious competition in the market, instead of thanking the available and doable technologies that we are been bestowed upon with, on the flip side we have started to arbitrate and misguage them  as well.

We talk of evolution; I say this is a ruckus whimsical revolution. Why on earth are we being so competitive and demanding??The pangs of competition has given us so much authority that we as human race, who were once upon a time relying on letters to be connected with our loved ones are now questioning the creditability of apps like screen touch, watsapp, viber and skype etc.

Who am I to debate between android and IOS juxtaposed in technically sapped paradigms? Well I am technically sound but what about the 65% + population of India? The so called “LAY MAN’S” in the IT circuit. They don’t want to know the comparison between IOS and android. They don’t talk in terms of technical jargons like OS, GB and processor speed out of curiosity (exceptions are there, but we are talking at a global level).

What makes them happy and simplify their already so complex life is availing these technical gadgets in their limited budget. So that they can save their hard earned cash to banish their future generations for being type casted as layman and put that money to good use. They wouldn’t be willing to waste their cash on high priced apple gadgets alias the mother womb of IOS,they would rather buy a micromax with all the same features in 1/4^th the price.

I can vouch on behalf of 99% of 30+ aged generations of India and of middle class population and for 100% of mentally sound Indians that we would go for android. When it is giving us everything we need rather than IOS phone (a dream for wannabe teenagers and those who fall in the category of rags to riches).

A successful product is the one which touches the heart of the common man and not the credit cards of few rich. Android has a global appeal and customer base. Just doing one market survey would be great enough to justify.

Kaisa ye abka ishq hai,Aur kaisi hi hain iski arzoo-e-abroo?

Kaisa ye abka ishq hai,

Aur kaisi hi hain iski arzoo-e-abroo?

Farmate yu hain hum aajkal,

Kuch bhi,kaise bhi,

Kuch is tarah se kabhi bhi..

Tu ayegi,haath thamegi,dil sambhalegi,

Ye tere waqt-e-intezaar me

Ab ashiqui hi karna bhool chuke the hum,

Bahut arse baad, phir parinde ye hasrato ke mere udey hai ,

thode sirfire se aaj mere ye par fir khule hain..

par ye talaash me yaar,

ishq ke bahut se naazuk se kuch manzar-e-maqam hain..

itne baar chalakne ke baad,

ye kaanch-se-ashq-e-dil

ab fadakta kuch jaldi aur aam se thoda sa zaada bhi hai!!

dekha nahi madhushaala,

bas ishq-e-jaam se pyaas bujha leta hai,

kadwi-meethi-sasti-ameer

sabse hi aakhein chaar kar leta hai..

phir kitna hi kyu nahi ye nadaan pachtata hai..

tu mile to sab naseeb hai,

teri talaash me jo bhi mile ,

wo bhi hamare kareeb hai...

ye kais ajab aaj ki ishq hai..aur kya iski abroo-e-imaan..

naah hi hai,itna dil ki galiyo me mere itna mash-hoor,

ki hasraton mein kar jaaye katal-e-aam

aur na hi muktasir lamha wo,

jo palak jhapakte hi fanaa ho jaye..

har pal har lamha har kisi ko ,

iska na hona ek sitam satata hai,

aur saath hi kisi ka bhi wo,

kona chahat ka bhar paana hume nagawaar hota jata hai!!

khud ki khushfamiyo se guftagu rubaru karata hai..

phir kyu hume khud par itna guroor hai?

Ki na ye kisi ko bhi wo kona dena chahta hai

Nazre to bahuto se milata hai..

Nazdeeki bhi bahuto se badhata hai..

Par wo nasha ek hi se hai

Jo surror par jaata hai..

Raaton ko din,

Din me chaand dikhata hai..

Kaisa ye ishq or iski arzoo hai

Kaha hoga agaaz,

Aur kahin anzaam tak parwaan chad jaata hai…

Kaisa ye ishq hai??

14^th-feb-14

Dev

My Creative Zone

My creative zone:

I have been lost for a while,

I sense now that I go lost for quite a while,

This has been happening quite a bit in a while,

Well in the meanwhile, when am here and partially sane,

Trust me no drugs, no booze can occur to me at mundane,

Today this moment , now happens to be the one,

I want to share n speak and talk so much,

So much I do talk that it goes to waste,

Or too much of my silence is again keeping my thoughts n views in a fix n paste

I don’t know its magic or a mirage,

But for whatever little time I am on your side of the aisle……

I do not ever remember what I see there.

It’s not that all the things that I choose to talk,

But there’s nothing much that I intend to hide,

But for some reason I can’t bring it out open and wide.

        This room is locked and hidden

        Where not everyone can just knock n enter….

            A curse or a boon??

Today I feel I have got a chance.

To reflect upon from where I go disappear.

This is from the place I get my solace,

Which embodies a game of hide n seek at its own wish n pace.

I don’t understand one thing,

I never make attempts to enter there,

They definitely don’t come and invite me either.

Than why do I still dangle between the world of my dreams and of my doings??

Why can’t they be chosen to be one...?

Please my dreams if u can conquer me and my world so much??

Then also shed light and tell me where do I belong??

Let me be for once just being out of this whole living on the edge and be in the corner of the aisle.

Please help me decide, what am I destined to?

Ours has been quiet a drab n drag...

A relationship of lags...

Every single time when I leave & detach from your world and come to sanity

M a none here……….

When I finally make up my mind and do efforts

And try to be a someone…

Climb the monutains,

I never thought which once existed for me as a hurdle,

U make me realize I am a tortoise or a mere turtle.

Coz I thought I got wings to fly,

But now I know that I am just a kite,

Whose strings are attached to your world?

But it has swayed far across to this world, why can’t u just cut me off…

If pulling is too tough a gesture for u………

I just can’t deny where I am pushed too...

And from where my heart says I reside...

I feel cheated form u

While m cheating the normal world

It’s not fair for all 3 of us...

If u accept me
we can do wonders,

Else let me just surrender.

I am sure from the lessons I have learned from your atrocities and betrayal…

M quiet fixed up for the mountains.

Difficulty is being forced to climb

When I have wings quiet above them n high……

Wings can fly

Legs can climb

But now with wings, I  will always find it surreal to climb??

When I can fly!!!

See how confuse have u become by now

So imagine the sea whirling over within me and ma mind

It’s just a volcanic eruption

Only to cease temporally,

My mind is just too occupied,

Best thing is let course of life decide its ride

Coz one things for sure.

I can settle for nothing less than a winning stride.

Every phase has its own low n high tides...

So how much ever lost n confused am I??

I am always going to glide...

And maintain my talents dignity n pride...

See there again I am lost for a while,

I can go lost in a blink, in a while...

Lost…while…….lost….ummmmmm

Dev

9-feb-14

Jo tum na hotey....

Jo tum na hotey
--------

sochta hoon,kya hota
agar jo tum sath na hotey

naye mod pe aye the,
nayi zindagi ki talaash mein hum sabhi,

aur haan,the chod aye peeche.

kuvh uljhe,kuch sulje,
to kuch kati si yaadon ki patango ke maanjhe,

shaayad tha humne use gawayaa,
tha shayad thukraya,

sach kahein to,
humne na une tha kabhi apnaya,
zindagi ki yaddon ke makaan me na tha unko kabhi sajaya


suna hai kisi se to,

jo gum ho jaye,
use nahi kehte hain paana

aur jo haasil na ho sake,
uske armaan kabhi na hai jagaana

Dekhta hoon aaj,
mai ye apna to,

paata hoon tumko jo sath,
apne aaj main,

to dil ye puchta hai baawra mera,
 kya hota tera??

jo sath tumhara na hota,

jo tum na hotey,
aur tumhara sath na hota..


mile to bahut hain,
rahoon mein chalte huye aur musafir to hume bhi,

par musafir aur humsafar mein hota hai farak bahut sa..

aashiqi to ashikon ki hai,baat dosti ki bhi agar karen tab,

to sathi rahon mein milte to hain dost naam ke yaar hazaar,
par jitni choti thi unki humse zaruratein,
usse bhi chota tha unka sath,
aur usse bhi kam hai,
reh gayi zehan mein unki yaadein,,,

sochta hoon??
tum bhi waise hotey??
to kya hota??

ab sochta hoon
tum na hotey to kya hota,
jo tum na hotey......


dost to wo hotein hain,
hai jo manzil tay karte hain sath se anjaam tak,
ek gir jaye thokar khakae ,to wo bhi wahi se apni bhi raah mod lete,

na ki rukh mod kar jhuti nami bhari aakhon se alvida kehtey...

sochta hoon main,ye bhi...

na hoti tum,
to hota main shayad akele tanha,
ya shayad na bhi,

bas farakh itna hai ki,                                                    

hoti ye mehfilein tab bhi,
chalte pyaar dosti ke ye karwein tab bhi,

par na hoti meri shaamein itni hassen,
aur na hoti subah,itni tazan tareen,

na hoti meri dopahar itni zinda dil.                  
aur na hi dhalti raatein meri,
itni muskurahton ke tale..


jo na hote tum,
tumhara sath na hota...

zindagi mein aate to hain bahut se raaste,
haasil bhi hotey hain,
sabi ko apne manchahein mukaam,
par na hotey ye sabi pal itne haseen..

jo tum na hotein..
jo tumhara sath na hota..

jo tum.......

vasudev tewary:)

KHWAYISHON KA JALSA

KHWAYISHON KA JALSA

KHWAYISHON KA JALSA,
SHAAN BHI HAI ISME KAMAAL,
MISAAZ ISKE BEMISSAL,

KAHIN TO MEHKHANE MEIN BARASTA HAI,
TO KAHIN MAN KI TITLIYON KO HASIL KAR TARASTA HAI!

DHEEMIEN DHEEMIEN AAHISTA
ARZOO KO CHUMTA HAI KABHI.....


KYA HAI YE?? KHWAYISHON KA JALSA,

YE JEHAN HAI,
AWARGI HAI,

KAHIN MEHFILON KI SHAAN HAI,
TO KABHI JALSA YE,
REH JATA HAI EK,
TANHA SA KARWAAN,



JALSA HAI YE ARMAANO KA,
TO KABHI NAZAYAZ ERADON KA,

BADA HI KHUDGARZ HAI YE KABHI,
TO KABHI SAHMA SA,
JALSA KHWAYISHON KA.....


BEGARAD HAI,YE HAI BEGAANA SA,
TO HAI KABHI SANNATA SA,

NASHA HAI ISME,
PAL DO PAL KA!

SUKOON HAI, JUNOON HAI,
SHAYAD HASRATON KA KUSSOR HAI!

JALSA KHWAYISHON KA!!


JALSA YE WOH JALSA HAI.....
JO HAI HAMSAFAR ZIDIGIBHAR KA!

KYA BACHPAN,KYA YOUVAN??

KHWAYISHEIN TO HAMESHA HI MACHALTI REHTI HAIN..

AKHIR DUM TAK SHAMA ROUSHAN-E- KAYAM REHTI HAI...!!!

JALSA KHWAYISHON KA........JALSA.!!


DARD,SHIKAYAT HAI TO YAHI,
JALSA YE KYU JEETA HAI SIRF
ZADATAR KHAYALON ME HI HAMARE??

SOCHTA HOON........

KYU NAHI HAR WO CHAAH
SACH MEIN PURI HOTI??

TABHI KHAYAL ATA HAI!

KHWAYISHEIN SABHI YUHI,SAB JAYAZ NAHI HOTI..........

LEKIN JAYAZ KHWAYISHON KA KYA??

MUKADDAR HUA TOH HOGA,
US JALSE KA TAMAM DUNIYA GAWAH..

NAHIN,  TO BHI DO PAL KI KHUSHI
DEGA US CHAAH KA KHAYAL...

YAHI TO JALWA HAI..

JALSA KHWAYISHON KA...!!


SAPNO SE SANJHE HAIN  ISKE,
ARMAANON KE MANJHE!

IS PATANG KE DAYRE KAUN JANE RE!!
YE NAINA TO MERE HAI BAHUT BAWRE RE!!

JO ISKE LAGAWE HAIN ASRE......

AKHIR,
YE TOH HAI KHWAYISHON KA JALSA,
NA HAI ISKI KOI RAAH DEKHTA,
NA HI HAI ISKI EK MANZIL KOI,

REH JAYE, TO MAUJA

NA TO, EK PAL SA!!!

JALSA!! KHWAYISHON KA JALSA!!!!
VASYDEV TEWARY

ZID

ZID

                             ZID HAI TO ,

              AADMI ZINDA HAI,

ZID HI TO HAI JO,

KABHI INSAAN PINJARE MEIN,

TO PHIR KABHI PARINDA HAI,

ZID HAI TO ZINDAGI HAI !!

ZID NAHI TO SAANSE TO HAIN,

CHALTI BHI HAIN,PAR DHATAKTI NAHIN,

KUCH ZID HAMARI HAI..

TO KUCH ZABARDASTI KI,

PAR ZID HI TO HAIN,

JO HUM ZINDA HAIN...

KABHI SAPNEY HAIN TO HUM,

KABHI SAPNO SE HUM,

KAHIN WAJOOD KI MANSHA HAIN,

 AUR KAHIN, ZID HI WAJOOD HAI,

MANSHA SE KHYWAISHEIN HAIN,

AUR KHYWAISHON SE ZINDAGI,

 TO KYA YEH ZINDAGI ZID NAHI????

DABAV MEIN ZID HAI

TO SANGHARSH MEIN BHI ZID HAI,

PYAAR MEIN ZID HAI,

TO INKAAR MEIN BHI ZID,

AUR PHIR MUSKARAKE ZINDAGI KO JEENA TABHI,

ZID NAHI TO KYA HAI??

HAR WAQT HAR PAHEL,

EK ZID HA,

JO JEETI HAI HAMARE ANDAR,

AUR JEENA EK ZID HAI,

PURI HO JAYE TO ZID ZINDAGI HAI,

NAHI HO SAKE,

TO ZID AUR ZIDDI HO JATI HAI,

PHIR BHI ZID HI ZINDAGI CHALATI HAI,

TO KUCH TOOTE HUYE MAN KI YE NAPPAN ZIDEIN,

JEENE KI ZID KO HI HARA DETI HAIN,

PHIR BHI,

AAGHAZ SE ANJAAM TAK,

SAMJO ZINDAGI BHAR

YE ZID HI TO HAI,

JO ZINDAGI CHALATI HAI,

ZINDAGI ZID HAI,

BALKI ZID HI ZINDAGI HAI

KUCH BADI ZID HAIN

TO KUCH KADI,

KUCH MEETHI ,

TO KUCH SACHI,

KAHIN ZID KADWEE HAI TO,

KAHIN KAMJOR...

ZID TO ZID HAI,

ZINDAGI ZID HAI...

SO..AYE HAMSAFAR TU IS ZINDAGI KE...,

ZID SE ZYAADA AAJ TU ZIDDI HO JA,

KI PAYEGA JO TUNE HAI ZID KI,

KYUNKI HAAR BHI EK ZID THI KABHI,

 AUR JEET MEIN BHI ZID HAI,

AKHIR AKHIR ZINDAGI ZID HAI,

ZID HI TO ZINDAGI HAI.......

VASUDEV TEWARY